Two Sides

Darkness without light is an abyss. Light without darkness is blinding. You can't have a coin with one side. Tell me your side of the story so we can piece it together and make out the picture.

Depression.

Don't feel depression alone, that will just make it grow. Feel depressed with me, so it will shrink. Together we can overcome it. You don't even have to talk to me. You don't even have to be my friend. I know depression hurts. If we succeed, we do it together. If we fail, we fail together. Either way you're not alone.

~We all Paper afterall.~

*You are sad but not alone. You have me even if you don't want to talk, I'll be here.*

Christmas Gifts!!

Xmas Gifts!!! <3

Chihuahua from Shulin... said it looked like me. Lol xD

 Bear pencil case also from Shulin... Cute ^^

 Bag of chocolates from Will and Lee <3

 Stress Bread from Andy...said I was too stressed. :)

 Elaine and Bonnie found my scarf and washed it for me. Love this scarf. :D

 Teddy Bear gift exchange from Gabe. Fluffy!! :3

Scented Cat in Cupcake from Loraine. Cupcakes!! *-*

 Turtle also from Loraine. n_n

That's all. Don't mind my face. I love Xmas xD

Me vs. the World

Maybe it's just me having people problems but really isn't it just:

"Oh yeah, I have friends but mostly I have acquaintances."

And I go through the day thinking:

"I hate you and you and you. Oh and most def. you and her and him and that person over there too."

And then I'm stumped and I go:

"Ugh, time to go ask others for help."

Contacting acquaintances time:

"Good friend, mind helping me with ______?" 

Yeah and you know the rest of the story. Then repeat.

Question of the day:
How's life?

A: Ha, you should know by now.

Overprotective Brothers!!!

Hey! Yeah I haven't posted here in forever. I've been dead lately. How are you guys? So wassup? Right, I'm gonna hit on the topic of overprotective brothers. No hate! Anyways to be honest I don't a legit overprotective brother, just a friend that acts close to a brother. He is a sarcastic bastard but he's one of a kind. A friend of a friend comes and talks to me. (Tbh: it was kinda creepy) But to get to the point my "brother" flipped out and called him a pimp and said that he was thirsty. Lol awkward yea... I thought it was kinda funny in a sweet way I guess. Yea, so Anyways Just Blogging. Byeee!!!!

Question of the Day:
How's school?

A: Completely and utterly draining. I'm not physically affected but I feel like its mental torture.

The Story!

Yo my english project story is completed!! Mind checking it out for me? Thanks a lot. Didn't really turn out like I expected but it was okayish.

http://www.wattpad.com/story/5299484-cursed

Don't Judge Me.

I don't need you to tell me how hard I'm trying. I know how hard I'm trying. If I'm not trying I'll admit to it. I don't need you to come in and straight up tell me I'm not trying hard enough.You have no right to judge me. You don't know my story. So stop criticizing me. Some people have it easy, I know they are better but I'm trying to the best of my ability. Stop comparing me with them, they don't understand what I've been through. Nobody does expect me. I can't tell anyone and if I do they'll judge me and they'll pity me. I don't need pity, I just need a friend who will listen. That's why I write, to express my feelings on words, to hope for a happy ending. If someone really reads my story, they will be able to see the things I try hard to hide, the same things I'm dying to tell to someone who will just lend an ear to listen.

If you don't like what I do then don't get involved because I don't need you at my neck calling me a failure every time I don't manage to be perfect. I don't need you to criticize me. I already know everything. I know so much more than you do. I don't need you to remind of everything I can't do. I don't need you if you are going to only hurt me further. I express what I feel when I write whether it's happiness, sadness, annoyance, etc. If you don't like it don't read it. I didn't force you to. I wouldn't mind getting criticized if you don't like that type of plot I'm using or the way my characters act/look. But if you just knew me/my outside character and you just judged my writing based on it I will mind. I take every compliment to the heart and constructive criticism as an improvement but if you are just going to insult my writing without even giving it a chance, you don't know how that feels. It's like opening a wound and every time you insult it without even reading it, it's like repeatingly stabbing at that same wound. Why can't you just give it a chance or leave it alone? Why must you continue to torture me like this? It's worse than death and yet to you it's just a harmless insult.

Anime: Fairy Tail