Don't Judge Me.

I don't need you to tell me how hard I'm trying. I know how hard I'm trying. If I'm not trying I'll admit to it. I don't need you to come in and straight up tell me I'm not trying hard enough.You have no right to judge me. You don't know my story. So stop criticizing me. Some people have it easy, I know they are better but I'm trying to the best of my ability. Stop comparing me with them, they don't understand what I've been through. Nobody does expect me. I can't tell anyone and if I do they'll judge me and they'll pity me. I don't need pity, I just need a friend who will listen. That's why I write, to express my feelings on words, to hope for a happy ending. If someone really reads my story, they will be able to see the things I try hard to hide, the same things I'm dying to tell to someone who will just lend an ear to listen.

If you don't like what I do then don't get involved because I don't need you at my neck calling me a failure every time I don't manage to be perfect. I don't need you to criticize me. I already know everything. I know so much more than you do. I don't need you to remind of everything I can't do. I don't need you if you are going to only hurt me further. I express what I feel when I write whether it's happiness, sadness, annoyance, etc. If you don't like it don't read it. I didn't force you to. I wouldn't mind getting criticized if you don't like that type of plot I'm using or the way my characters act/look. But if you just knew me/my outside character and you just judged my writing based on it I will mind. I take every compliment to the heart and constructive criticism as an improvement but if you are just going to insult my writing without even giving it a chance, you don't know how that feels. It's like opening a wound and every time you insult it without even reading it, it's like repeatingly stabbing at that same wound. Why can't you just give it a chance or leave it alone? Why must you continue to torture me like this? It's worse than death and yet to you it's just a harmless insult.

Anime: Fairy Tail